B-But it’s not okay…! That… that stupid Wizard made you forget that it was okay!!
[ She wipes her eyes a few more times before trying to look at him again. ]
He put you through so much pain by doing that! You were hurting and I had no idea about any of this beyond what you said about your village…!
[ It makes her feel so silly now. Even now that she has all her memories back she knows that her memories come nowhere close to being this traumatizing. The closest was how she’d been forcibly reverted back to her old self and that’s just not the same. She was here dreaming about dancing on a stage while he was reliving his father being trapped in amber. ]
I should have tried harder… I should have tried harder to make it safe for you to talk about this. I’m your friend and I failed you and now we’re both…!
[ But trying harder had been what got her killed in the first place. And she knows that. She knows she logically couldn’t have done more.
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[ She wipes her eyes a few more times before trying to look at him again. ]
He put you through so much pain by doing that! You were hurting and I had no idea about any of this beyond what you said about your village…!
[ It makes her feel so silly now. Even now that she has all her memories back she knows that her memories come nowhere close to being this traumatizing. The closest was how she’d been forcibly reverted back to her old self and that’s just not the same. She was here dreaming about dancing on a stage while he was reliving his father being trapped in amber. ]
I should have tried harder… I should have tried harder to make it safe for you to talk about this. I’m your friend and I failed you and now we’re both…!
[ But trying harder had been what got her killed in the first place. And she knows that. She knows she logically couldn’t have done more.
But that’s just what’s so frustrating. ]