[Varian grips at him, shakes him, yells, and for a moment, Salieri’s eyes go wide, just…staring as Varian’s fury washes over him, and the truth hits him, the pieces fall back into place: The Wizard knew Varian's father was okay. The Wizard doesn’t keep his promises, but Salieri saw, the picture was
corpses, the blood underneath them, everyone he’s ever loved here
and that same desperation that gripped him last night feels like it's choking him, fingers clawing in his chest but worse now because not only is it he can’t let that happen, he can’t lose them, I couldn't do anything! can’t can’t he can’t lose everything again, of he has to act, has to do something, another plan another plot this time to save everyone but there's no time, it's already morning and if he doesn't do anything, doesn't get Discord to co along with it they're all gone for good, for sure,
it's the only way, the only way and he has to save them
-none of it even mattered!
he put them all in danger and for what, for what, for his fear, for his useless fear and he's done this to all of them, his family, to Discord and it feels like there's something in him clawing at the inside of his skull and part of him wants it to not be true, because it means that everything he's done wake me up, i'm dreaming was pointless, couldn't do anything--]
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everyone he’s ever loved here
and that same desperation that gripped him last night feels like it's choking him, fingers clawing in his chest but worse now because not only is it he can’t let that happen, he can’t lose them, I couldn't do anything! can’t can’t he can’t lose everything again, of he has to act, has to do something, another plan another plot this time to save everyone but there's no time, it's already morning and if he doesn't do anything, doesn't get Discord to co along with it they're all gone for good, for sure,
he put them all in danger and for what, for what, for his fear, for his useless fear and he's done this to all of them, his family, to Discord and it feels like there's something in him clawing at the inside of his skull and part of him wants it to not be true, because it means that everything he's done wake me up, i'm dreaming was pointless, couldn't do anything--]