That makes two of us. And yet, it is you who still shouldered that burden the whole week. I had a strong suspicion that you weren't telling me what was in that picture, and yet I didn't push for those details. I let you take that onto yourself without even offering to share it.
[his mouth presses into a line, brow furrowing]
I shouldn't have made you the bearer of my bad news in the first place. I knew--I knew that you were taking more of everyone else's negative thoughts and emotions onto yourself and I...I let you. And I shouldn't have. Those should be my responsibility, not yours. I, of all people, should have been better. [better, better] You deserve to be treated better than that. Especially by someone who claims he loves you. I have acted poorly and to your detriment, and for that, I apologize as well.
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That makes two of us. And yet, it is you who still shouldered that burden the whole week. I had a strong suspicion that you weren't telling me what was in that picture, and yet I didn't push for those details. I let you take that onto yourself without even offering to share it.
[his mouth presses into a line, brow furrowing]
I shouldn't have made you the bearer of my bad news in the first place. I knew--I knew that you were taking more of everyone else's negative thoughts and emotions onto yourself and I...I let you. And I shouldn't have. Those should be my responsibility, not yours. I, of all people, should have been better. [better, better] You deserve to be treated better than that. Especially by someone who claims he loves you. I have acted poorly and to your detriment, and for that, I apologize as well.