[he shakes his head, cutting himself off sharply, brushing that away, swallowing, pulling that all back before he accidentally spits out those last two lines, makes it all about himself again and he won't, he won't--]
...the sentiment is late; maybe too late. I don't know. But your feelings should've mattered and they didn't and that...that needs to change.
cw: suicide discussion
[he sucks in a breath, looks up again to meet Discord's eyes]
I wish I'd done like I should
I wish I had understood
I wish I could have seen
That I wasn't listening
Then maybe--
[he shakes his head, cutting himself off sharply, brushing that away, swallowing, pulling that all back before he accidentally spits out those last two lines, makes it all about himself again and he won't, he won't--]
...the sentiment is late; maybe too late. I don't know. But your feelings should've mattered and they didn't and that...that needs to change.